I am caught in-between, not sure how to go forward

For every student there’s a perfect teacher. Your job is to start searching. Here’s how I found mine one rainy morning, on a polo field.

My polo has reached a kind of “no man’s land:” too good to play with the polo school any longer but not good enough to play with the regular members of one of the top high-goal clubs in England, which I had decided to join.

I am caught in-between, not sure how to go forward. My headache is the headache of our club manager too, who has decided that for the first time he will put a special package out there for a few of us, the “in-between.” We can only play among ourselves, at certain times only, and under no circumstances mix with the “big guys.”

I have trained with some of the best teachers in England, who taught me to ride and be safe on a horse. My balance is good, my half-seat still causes me lower back pain at times, but I manage to hold it long enough to do the job. My swing is clean. They kept on telling me all is “wonderful,” “perfect,” and “really nice.” My game wasn’t that good though

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Then, I trained with some great Argentine professionals who told me to run, to look around, to get out there in the game and not worry so much about the details. A different approach. My English coaches didn’t like that. “Back to basics,” they said, and so I had to unlearn some of the Argentine ways and relearn some of the English ways. More confusion. Lost in translation, I went on, like a camel crossing the desert, putting one foot in front of the other, lost in the midst of the dunes with a vague hope that I would find my way to the other side.